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I TURNED 20

  So , I turned 20 years old this 5th of July . I don't know why is it so hard for me to believe that I'm 20 now , It has already been 2 decades since I was born . Like yesterday only I was going to school not worrying about my future , now suddenly I'm 20 which reminds me about time which is running so fast , I growing young also means my parents growing older . And this thing is heart wrenching to watch seeing your own parents growing old , earlier I would see my mother's young gorgeous skin and the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen  now I see dark circles around those eyes , now I see wrinkles on her face and her greying hair which is hidden by hair dye . My father , would once lift me up in his arms and give me piggy back ride on his back now I see those arms getting weaker , and seeing  him taking BP medicines every morning , and my house having so many medicines either of my father and or my mother.                This is t...
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Keys to the ultimate unshakeable Confidence

Everyone wants to be confident , and confidence isn't something one is born with . One works on it develops it with time , we cant expect to be confident by being the way we are right now , we cant expect the things around us to change, the life we have to change ,when we ourselves are not willing to change for shake of our own good . Confidence is more about trusting , and believing yourself .  For example , I want to be fit and this is why I promised myself to workout every single day , however what happens the another day is , I don't show up even for 5 minutes ! what did I just do here ? I broke the promise I made to myself ! So am I ever going to trust the promise I make to myself next time? No ! Like the way we never trust that one friend who is never on time .So am I going to trust them the next time they say they will be on time ? We all the answer to this that , No! Hence , if I'm promising myself something and do not show up for myself , I'm losing the trust o...
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ABRA KA DABRA- WORDS SHAPE YOUR REALITY

" I'm stupid " , " I'm an idiot ", " I cant even do anything properly "! How often do we talk to ourselves like this ? we would keep repeating the same pattern , doing the same thing , talking to ourselves the same way and expect from our lives to change . We don't even realise that the way we choose to speak to ourselves shapes our future . One cannot expect to have a great life and expect from everyone to respect us when we cant even respect ourselves and speak to ourselves respectfully and with kindness . No matter how many mistakes you make , no matter even if the whole world is speaking against you , you deserve to be loved and to be spoken with kindness . You do not have control over how others talk to you , but you have an entire control over how you choose to talk to you .          The sentence ABRA KA DABRA is used by a magician while he while he moves his magic stick over a hat which means I create as I speak , and the same thig as it...
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Let's go blogging!!

 Hi..I'm Sandhee Srivastava. Who is still figuring out what to do , where to go in life . Professional overthinker who would cry her eyes out at night until she fall asleep ,who is trying to heal emotionally , mentally and yes maybe even financially.   I'm someone who grew around emotionally unavailable people, and unfortunately only attracted emotionally unavailable and narcissistic people when I came out the bubble ( my home )  My life till school have not been very happening, I had no friends who I could really count on , I have never been able to fully open up even in front of my friends, the thought of being judged by them always freaked me out . I have never been able to express myself fully and open up my heart to my friends and even to my own family. Till my Junior college I was never allowed to go out with my friends , because according to my parents good students do not hang out and have fun they just stay home and study! And if you do not follow this ruleb...
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