I TURNED 20

  So , I turned 20 years old this 5th of July . I don't know why is it so hard for me to believe that I'm 20 now , It has already been 2 decades since I was born . Like yesterday only I was going to school not worrying about my future , now suddenly I'm 20 which reminds me about time which is running so fast , I growing young also means my parents growing older . And this thing is heart wrenching to watch seeing your own parents growing old , earlier I would see my mother's young gorgeous skin and the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen  now I see dark circles around those eyes , now I see wrinkles on her face and her greying hair which is hidden by hair dye . My father , would once lift me up in his arms and give me piggy back ride on his back now I see those arms getting weaker , and seeing  him taking BP medicines every morning , and my house having so many medicines either of my father and or my mother.

               This is the sad part of growing , that you have to see your parents growing or ageing with you, and this the most hurtful thing about time that it never comes back , no matter how hard you try , not by paying millions and not by paying zillions . Once, its gone its gone forever , nothing or nobody can bring it back. 

   Lets skip to the good part about how I celebrated . I celebrated my birthday , by going this very peaceful , asthetic and jaw dropping museum I'm falling short of words to describe how gorgeous it was , My first reaction when I reached there was nothing but a big wow expression and the word wow , that place was so peaceful and music there was majestic, the sound of birds , the greenery, the air the way it was designed it was phenomenal , the way it presented the Village life and houses and the museum inside was extraordinary . Being there in that atmosphere soothed my soul , and healed a part of me on the inside. 

being there was the best feeling , and later on that day I spent my evening with my family by going on a nice family dinner with them , and stuffed myself with my favorite food . And that it how I spent my birthday , with joy . 

LOVE 

Sandhee